Why must I be questioned as a parent

Why must my inlaws question my disciplining of my child.  All I want is a child who LISTENS!

I made dinner...first time in awhile and other random thoughts

And cleaned the table afterward. WOW!  Played with Lib, stayed off the computer most of the day and just kinda hung out. Love that girl. We had a blast. though watching Josie and the pussycats.

I like GS youth, but can't seem to get the kids interested in me and what I have to say. I hope that I can get through this time with out running away. I am not sure if this is a good match or not. I pray it is.

I love my husband.

A day that will live in infamey

Sept 11, 2001.
Twins towers and AMERICA attacked. You can watch all the stories about it now, but why relive it over and over again. I have not watched one tv show about it today. Makes me sad, and right now sad is not good.  So I have not even wanted to see one thing.   GOD BLESS AMERICA for we are one nation under GOD.

I get tired....

Mom had a tree cut down today. It was a special tree. I have not cried over it, but the tree held the swing that Maggie and Libby swung on that Dad made. Makes me sad.

My dad would be 79 today.

He died on Feb 24, 2011.  I will never ever get over his death. Aren't dad's suppose to last forever?

SWATTING

I hate late night call outs for SWAT.  I am worn out the next day. Thinking I am just getting old and can't hang with the younger crew....

But then I relook, and I am the same age as a lot of them....so maybe it is just me. Oh well.  Early to bed tonight!

Am I THAT bad of a mom?

I am a bad mom. I really am.  I would rather sit around and do nothing some nights. NOT all nights mind you, but I relish the times that Lib goes to her grandparents.At the same time I miss the heck out of her.  And I talk to her as often as I can.  Lib loves her grand parents on both sides, however her paternal grandparents spoil her rotten so she REALLY likes to stay there.  So I allow it ALOT. I feel guilty about it. BUT then I think ....she will be going to real school for 8 hours a day next year, so let her get as much time with both sets while she can. So am I really that bad of a mom?  I think not. I think that I am a lucky mom. I have a great girl, a wonderful husband and great parents/inlaws.  And no matter what, I am still MOM!   And what I say goes, no matter what because both sets of grandparents know  that my say is final. (along with Brians' input of course!)

Groovy DAY!

We are in Newnan for Rosemary and Charles' 40th anniversary. And we have to dress in the 70's style of clothing...so we got costumes that we can wear again. Bri got a wig and mustache and I got a miniskirt. Oh lord it is tight. Hope it doesn't make me look ugly. We drove the bus down... it was FUN!  And no problems. WHEW. Let's hope it gets us home.  I will post pictures when I can.

How do you name a blog?

I want to discuss my life and write down stuff that I want to remember, or have Lib remember, but I couldn't come up with a good name. So I named it GOD and me.  God is a big part of my life and I want to share that excitement I feel about it, but at the same time be human about it, as I do a lot of questioning. That is where you come in... please feel free to discuss and I won't shut you down if you disagree with me. I love discussions and debates.  I just hope some people will read it and start commenting.  


6 months ago yesterday I lost my dad. I still question why did GOD take him from me. Very selfish I know. I get angry sometimes too. My dad was one of my best friends and biggest defender. I miss him.